As Australia winds down for a customary Christmas holiday across slow-moving days of coast and scorching heat set to the background of Test cricket and cicada song, this year the country’s summer mood feels, sadly, like none before.
It would be a dramatic understatement to describe the national temperament after the anti-Jewish terrorist attack on Australian Jews during the beachside Hanukah festivities as one of simple ennui.
Throughout the country, but nowhere more so than in Sydney – the most iconically beautiful of Australian cities – a tone of initial shock, grief and terror is segueing to anger and bitter polarization.
Those who had not picked up on the often voiced fears of Australian Jews are now highly attuned. Similarly, they are attuned to balancing the need for a far more urgent, energetic government and institutional fight against anti-Jewish hatred with the freedom to peacefully protest against genocide.
If ever there was a moment for a countrywide dialogue, it is now, when our faith in mankind is so sorely depleted. This is especially so for those of us fortunate enough never to have endured the hatred and dread of religious and ethnic targeting on this continent or anywhere else.
And yet the social media feeds keep churning out at us the banal instant opinions of those with blistering, polarizing views but no sense at all of that terrifying vulnerability.
This is a time when I regret not having a stronger spiritual belief. I mourn, because believing in humanity – in our capacity for compassion – has let us down so acutely. Something else, something higher, is needed.
And yet from the atrocity of Bondi we have witnessed such extreme examples of human decency. The heroism of individuals. The bravery of those present. Emergency personnel – police officers and medical staff, those who ran towards the danger to aid others, some recognised but for the most part unnamed and unsung.
When the police tape still fluttered wildly all about Bondi, the necessity of social, religious and cultural unity was laudably promoted by faith leaders. It was a call of compassion and tolerance – of bringing together rather than dividing in a moment of antisemitic slaughter.
Consistent with the symbolism of the Festival of Lights (illumination amid darkness), there was so much fitting evocation of the need for hope.
Togetherness, light and compassion was the message of belief.
‘Our public places may not appear quite the same again.’
And yet elements of the political landscape responded so disgustingly swiftly with fragmentation, blame and accusation.
Some politicians gravitated straight for the pessimism, using the atrocity as a calculating chance to question Australia’s immigration policies.
Observe the dangerous message of division from veteran agitators of societal discord, capitalizing on the massacre before the site was even cold. Then read the words of leadership aspirants while the investigation was still active.
Government has a formidable job to do when it comes to bringing together a nation that is grieving and frightened and seeking the light and, not least, answers to so many uncertainties.
Like why, when the official terror alert was assessed as probable, did such a significant public Hanukah event go ahead with such a grossly inadequate security presence? Like how could the alleged killers have six guns in the residence when the security agency has so publicly and consistently warned of the danger of antisemitic violence?
How quickly we were subjected to that cliched argument (or iterations of it) that it’s individuals not guns that kill. Naturally, each point are valid. It’s possible to at the same time seek new ways to stop hate-fuelled violence and prevent firearms away from its potential actors.
In this city of profound splendor, of clear azure skies above ocean and sand, the water and the coastline – our shared community spaces – may not look quite the same again to the multitude who’ve noted that iconic Bondi seems so jarringly out of place with last weekend’s obscene violence.
We yearn right now for comprehension and meaning, for loved ones, and perhaps for the consolation of beauty in culture or the natural world.
This weekend many Australians are calling off Christmas party plans. Quiet contemplation will seem more appropriate.
But this is perhaps somewhat counterintuitive. For in these days of anxiety, anger, melancholy, bewilderment and grief we need each other more than ever.
The comfort of community – the human glue of the unity in the very word – is what we likely need most.
But sadly, all of the portents are that cohesion in politics and society will be hard to find this extended, enervating summer.
Elara is a writer and wellness coach passionate about sharing stories that inspire personal transformation and holistic living.